Candy Hearts
My heart is so very hungry.
“If you get hungry enough, they say, you start eating your own heart.” — Margaret Atwood

♥ Sarah ♥ 23 ♥ U.S. ♥ Law School Student and Coffee Addict ♥

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“I want to be your favorite place to go when you’ve had a bad day or a good day.”
— here (via niccoolleeyy)
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you are a miracle ~

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“I was 19 when I finally stopped opening the door for unrequited love.
I was 20 when I first learned that
courage tasted like bitter wine and metal. Like blood and honey.
When I told you I loved you,
I screamed it. I let it rip
it’s way out of my throat, and
it felt so good that I cried.
The other day, you walked by me
with your friends and I could feel the pity in your stare.
Don’t you do that.
Don’t you look at what I had for you and call it weak.
Not when you were the one afraid of it.
I stood there with my hands open,
my mouth bruised tender with supplication.
Don’t you dare treat me like a victim of my own emotions, like being
moved to my knees by love
was a mistake that I regret.
I will go to my grave with the memory
of the bravery in my bones.
I am not ashamed of any of it.
Not the closed door in my face
or the static silence of my phone
for weeks after.
I was not afraid.
I am still not afraid.
I will never be afraid again.
Bring in the beasts with teeth
like tree branches.
Bring in all the men who will never love me.
Bring in the monsters with
faces carved out of stone.
I am not afraid.
They can eat me alive.
I am not afraid.
I will cut my way out of their bellies.
I am not afraid.
Never again.”
— Unrequited | Caitlyn S. (via theyearofbecoming)
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#the way Eriks face just drops though


#so erik grew up his entire life #thinking he was a freak and a monster #and no one could possibly care for nor understand nor love him #and charles comes into his life #and changes all of that #and gives him hope and shows him serenity and offers him love #and at the end of all that#even after he initially betrays charles #erik believes he’s doing the right thing #the /good/ thing #until this moment#when he hurts charles #with more than a punch or a betrayal #he’s sent to his knees screaming in agony #and erik realises #that although he thinks his path is the right one#he’s not a good person and he knows that #he’s /still/ a monster #because he wasn’t thinking charles is hurt and he’s /still a monster/ #he always was #always will be (via thedetectivedoesntdance)

And not to add to the train of pain and agony here, but think about the parallel between Charles getting shot and Erik’s mother getting shot. Both happen behind his back, both are tied to him using his powers (or rather, his inability to move the coin as a child—even though his mother’s death is not in ANY way Erik’s fault, Shaw has still tied it to his ability in the most painful and appalling way). I cannot imagine the horror of Erik hearing Charles cry out, and knowing, knowing that when he turns around Charles will be hurt, possibly dead. And reliving the horror of his mother’s death all over again. That’s part of what I see in his expression—the agony of that memory, and the horror that comes with living it all over again as a grown man…and knowing that this time, the bullet came from his own hand.

And to some extent, Erik *has* to be angry with Charles after this — because if he didn’t have the anger to shield him to some extent, he couldn’t bear it. I wonder whether Charles’ anger doesn’t spring from the same place; it’s easier to think “Erik is a monster” than to just face the tragedy of what happened between two people who loved each other.

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People will stare. Make it worth their while → Julien Macdonald prêt-à-porter | S/S ‘13

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Kyoto sweets with bitter novels. by (+++ponyrock+++)


Kyoto sweets with bitter novels. by (+++ponyrock+++)

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i am sorry for you if you understand how much this means. i hope this seems like your everyday routine. // r.i.d

i am sorry for you if you understand how much this means. i hope this seems like your everyday routine. // r.i.d

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